Sorry sometimes I just need to vent
when that one person who is supposed to be there for you just consistently isn’t there for you emotionally when you need it the most.
like idek why I do this or expect anything anymore. like I’m not even surprised when nothing happens. I’m just desensitized to it.
and obviously that does nothing good for me. like what the hell am I supposed to do?like it just completely cancels out everything when you have to inform someone that they should be trying to make you feel better.